cranky

 

yesterday was one of those days that i questioned my ability to be a good mom. 

i tried all sorts of things to help my fussy baby not be fussy.

we played in the leaves. 

lasted five minutes. 

he ate TONS of food by himself. 

lasted five minutes. 

played with Matty during dinner.

lasted about seven.

played in the tub. 

another five minutes.

an hour before normal bedtime we said goodnight to the world.
whoa.
i felt exhausted.
there is something about the cranky mccrankster that really drained me today.
so...
i sat and talked with syssa.
and finally blake got home.